It’s the Connection

Yesterday I spent the better part of the day trying to “restore” my iPhone.  It would work, sync, then fail.  The phone crashed to the point I couldn’t even turn it on.  It kept telling me to connect to iTunes and iTunes kept telling me that I had to manually reset it. 

There is a point I am about to make.  I’m not one to just rattle off mundane moments.
My computer crashed on my one day.  After speaking with Geeks at an electronic store, I was told it was likely the mother board.  Disheartened, I left the computer alone and used another.  After almost a month, I tried using a different electric cord.  Wallaah! It came on.  So today I did that with my phone.  I used a different adapter.  Wallaah!  It works again.

Just the other day, I was looking at a dream I had written down a few months ago.  I was looking for a plug and I couldn’t find it.  Now… without using physic abilities I can tell that “connections” are missing or needed to fixed.  But what they are and how, I do not know.  The important thing is I am aware. 

I am on the quest to bring awareness into everyone’s life.  It is the key to unlocking everything.

Mayan Galactic Signature:
Today is the Crystal White Dog and we are surrounded in the energy of love.  We are to dedicate our love to find cooperation and loyalty.  We are guided by the winds of communication using the power of our spirit.

Kisses to all,
Victoria Crystal… living Simple Sexy
www.victoriacrystal.com

A Wrinkle in Time

There are some books that stay with you long after you have read them.  Interestingly Madeleine L’Engle discuss that in her Newberry Medal acceptance.

I only hope the book I author has the ability to influence a family as much as hers did mine.  I read a Wrinkle in Time to my children when they were probably six and eight.  I recall sitting in the living room, trying with every ounce of patience to give Mrs Which’s lines their due.
 
Years later my son and I are on the phone and as he goes to through his sister’s books, he finds the copy I had given her.  “Wow…” he says as he recalls the memories.  He reads me a few lines and I find that wrinkle of folding time and space to once again sit in that living room surrounded by my little loves.

One book, that had set such a fire in my brain in grade school that I read to my children years later that after more years had gone by I had to go to Barnes & Noble to pick up…yesterday.   Interestingly, there have been subtle hints leading me to this action for at least two months now, but with so much going on, I am thankful for the nudge.

Yesterday I experienced mind bending insights… not just from the book, but dream analysis as well.   I sometimes wish for perfection and the ability to record every dream upon awakening, but the truth is, I usually prefer the sleep. 

Anyway, what matters is that on this certain day I wrote my bizarre dream down and yesterday I was able to decipher it and capture an awareness. 

Key after key after key.

The Overtone Blue Night empowers abundance through commanding dreams to give light to intuition.   We are guided by illusion and play. 

I guess I have more to do.  I’m going to like this…

Kisses and love,
Victoria Crystal… living Simple Sexy
www.victoriacrystal.com

Message in a Bottle

Yesterday I had a social media meltdown where I blogged all over my Facebook.  It was sweet that some people thought I was actually sad.  It just goes to show how sensitive I can seem.

It is difficult for a woman who has practiced introversion the better part of her life to suddenly “need” an audience of millions.  The truth is I don’t know how.  But the message I have learned and “need” to share is too profound to hide from.

I can’t explain it.  I’ve been trying so hard to package it in smaller and smaller sound bites that will resonate… make people pay attention.  It is a way of being that allows for the individual to flourish while simultaneously offering their best to others.

It is about finding your inner strength and making decisions from a place of power.  It is  about understanding why all of those books on your shelves in the quest for the better you… haven’t worked.  And I have designed it in such a way that if one simply puts in the time… less than 15 minutes for reading and the rest of the week for reflection…. their lives will change for the better.  It is impossible not to.

It is not about suddenly waking up on a yacht finding yourself surrounded by dozens of simpering sycophants. It is not a get rich scheme and it will not work overnight.   It takes time to understand who you really are…

It is highly likely I will fall down a few times publicly, like yesterday… seeming needy instead of playful.  It is hard to type out “hey guys, I’m trying to be an extravert here!” God they are going to lock me up… aren’t they.

I am being and have been tested in so many ways. And now it is time to put my money where my mouth is. (Ah… la canción, Sentimientos. Que dulce. I just got a message from my girlfriend… still in México.)

And so the battle with myself begins. An introvert learns to become an extrovert. Can a leopard change her spots? Watch me.

Let come what may.  I am following this through.  I decided a long time ago this was my mission and now I am finally focused and ready.  Huu rah!

And now to the Mayan Mysteries:  Today is the Cosmic Yellow Human.  Perfect!  A day of free will.  You know… one of the things I love most about the Mayan Signatures is that there are never any bad forecasts.  It is simply the energy of the earth pulling in a direction and left for you to make of it what you will…

Today we are guided by the warrior to achieve intelligence through questioning our fears… (this keeps getting spooky how much this resonates).  Endure in order to influence, transcending wisdom…

Is anyone else paying attention to this?  I need to go hug myself.

Victoria Crystal
It’s my coming out party.
…living SimpeSexy. 

Your Intuition brought you here…. why?

Happy Tears

Answers keep coming.  I am amazed at how much I have learned, how much I have gained from this short part of the journey.  I see beauty in everything.  Even the small fragments I would have called “setbacks” have become friends along the way. 

I was just suddenly pushed to look up a song that popped into my head.  I had no idea who sang it or what it was called, but I keep “hearing” these small hours.  Thankfully someone else was mistaken as the song is actually called Little Wonders by Rob Thomas.
 

I admit I just cried like a baby when I read the lyrics… from happiness.  I love crying in happiness… it’s is probably my favorite emotion.

To you, Mr. Magnificent, the calling of this song is… but of course.

Today is the Blue Galactic Hand:  we are guided by the monkey’s playful magic to find healing in knowing all you have accomplished.  Harmonize your presence by being the model of integrity.  Use your intuition to be at the right place in the right time.

I think I am going to watch this again and cry some more.    I've decided to follow the monkey and give myself the day off.  Have fun!
Victoria Crystal
…living SimpleSexy

Refining death

The White Resonant Worldbringer, the symbol of refining death.  Today we are guided by our reflection to find endlessness (did you ever see Watership Down with the two mirrors facing each other to give us a picture of infinity?)  and bring about opportunity.  Face your fears by considering the universe and find power in the creation of a new vision.  Feel deeply and adjust your beliefs.

Death is a moment of awakening and opportunity.  Put in the past those ghosts that haunt and serve no purpose.  If you have not learned your lesson from them by now, then today you should.  Prepare for an awakening.

Victoria Crystal
…living SimpleSexy

Ahhhh…

I found myself counting backwards from 100 last night to put myself to sleep, but when that ended quickly, I thought I’d try the backwards alphabet.  After six times of doing that, I decided to just lay there.  That was at 3 am and after four Valerian.

The ideas just keep coming, and I love it… but I can’t seem to shut them off.  If this were reality TV, you’d soon expect to see me in a melt down, running half crazed down the street waving a loaf of bread in my hand.   But I won’t.  At least I’d open a bottle of wine first.

Oh cool.  Now I am going to make more sense.

Time for the Mayan forecast:Today is the Red Rhythmic Serpent.  (You will soon begin to notice a pattern.)  Guided by itself, it is the day for intuition and being present in the moment.  The Serpent is life force, survival and instinct.  Within the tone of organization and balance we can find equality.

With that cats and kittens, I’m off to work.
Victoria Crystal
…living SimpleSexy  

Seeds of Creation

I can claim more accomplishment than restful sleep. 

I am driven to the point of over-thinking which could readily create missteps.  My need to press on, however, is indeed instinctive… like a call from the wilds.  Finding a place of No Mind inside creation… interesting.

So we turn to the Mayan daily calendar.   Yellow Overtone Seed

Ah, the seed.  Working in the garden these last years has taught me a lot about seeds and bearing fruit.  I used to have such a spoiled attitude about the harvest.  Without having planted any seeds and little effort placed on the attendance of those springing up on their own, I expected a full bounty. 

I consider the societal upbringing to have some basis in that conception.  With the use of magic money our houses become full of items from all over the world and we don’t need to know the skill which created any of it.  We don’t even need to appreciate it.  We just need to want it, pay for it, and vwallah…  magic.

There is something to that, I know… but we are missing fundamental ingredients.  Thought and desire alone do not bring about creation. 

The subconscious dreams with the conscious care for the seed… the seeds of creation.
Victoria Crystal
…living SimpleSexy

Spooky

Today we enter the influence of the Yellow Magnetic Sun, a day for establishing within the sacral chakra the power to bring forth a universal message that resonates purpose.  We are guided by the message itself, needing to overcome core beliefs to accept its fire.

It becomes a little spooky for me sometimes how much this resonates.  What about you?

I must admit, there are certain aspects of understanding the calendar that are intuitive and as such un-writable, but still…  reading again what I wrote kind of freaks me out.

I have a lot to do today loves.  Ciao
Victoria Crystal
…living SimpleSexy

the Magic of possibility

Today we have entered the influences the Blue Cosmic Storm, a day of DOING for self-regeneration through use of emotions.  We use our intuition as a guide through each breath and thus allow ourselves transformation. 

Whether we receive the transformation we seek depends on our gardening practices.
It is also a Galactic Activation Portal, a day noted as being a special day.  There are 52 GAP days, repeating every 280 days.

I am excitedly at peace.  I smile and I do not know why. There is a knowing on the horizon, as electrifying as the wind.

We must stop resisting ourselves people.  Let us accept our “mis-takes” and try try again.  It is our gift to be human.  I wouldn’t want it any other way.

Victoria Crystal
…living SimpleSexy

Follow your inutition…

to the ends of the Eartch…

Mr. Magnificent and I laughed about that for a while last night.  Oh how it still tickles my funny bone. 

After reading the back of the first business cards I so proudly handed out, I had a young man walk up to me and ask, “…So, what is this word?”  I looked, mildly surprised that he would have a problem reading the simple phrase.  “It says … follow your in..u..tition.  Oh my.. well..”  Of course I spent the rest of the day handing them out with a smile, hoping no one else would notice.

And then there is the matter of connecting with the Eartch’s energies.  Ah yes.  Something I could have simply fixed a long time ago on my website, but I think I like torturing myself with that little mistake so I remember to keep it real and abscond from perfection…

That is I THOUGHT that’s why I kept it there, but Mr. Magnificent so eruditely pointed out that the Earth’s core is indeed crystal and by adding the “c” to Earth I was correcting a long standing mistake.  Galileo had only been half right.  The Eartch is not only round, there is indeed a ”c”!

Second, I was informed, that inutition was the tuition I was to be paid for teaching people how to truly follow their intuition.  I had simply been letting them know up front what they needed to provide.

I feel spoiled having such a wonderful friend in my corner.  But now I have a problem.  I'm still perfect...  Oh well.  Must find trouble.

So, to that end:  Today is the Red Resonant Skywalker, a day for exploring the unknown to find inspiration and gain knowledge…  I like it. 

I am going to follow my intuition and see what this day holds.  Don’t forget to bring your inutition if you want to follow me on the full ride…

Victoria Crystal
...living SimpleSexy

Dreamy

I have been having a lot of strange dreams follow me through my day.  Dragons in Hawaii and a strange boy with yellow and blue eyes.  There were gingerbread houses around the pool and lots of beautiful art laid out on the tables inside.

There is a web of gauze around me and I am not sure if it is the safety of a cocoon or the web of a spider.  All I know is that something…  something…

Today is the Yellow Rhythmic Human; a day for organization of free will to gather the harvest.  That feels eerily profound.

Again the Absent Minded Professor theme seems apropos.  I have a lot of good traits, but organization is not one of them.  And yet, I know that the success of each day depends upon, in part, this organization.  A few day ago, I had recognized this and already began to put tasks into Outlook and created a semblance of routine for my mornings.

And since change is in the air, I have decided to include the Mayan Signature each day as a reminder of my ultimate goal: to get my calendar out to the website.  I have never known greater success in my life than when I began to connect with the earth’s energies and my own intuition.  Today my intuition guides me to do just this… as I listen to Native American flute :~)

I know Pandora was created just for me :~)

Victoria Crystal
... living SimpleSexy

Not dead... yet

I find it interesting that although we are all part of this human experience, we find mistakes humiliating.  

My daughter has had this tag line as her email signature for years now:  “I have not failed, I've just found 10,000 ways that don't work.”          - Thomas Alva Edison   I love her for this.  And while I accept this as truth, I still find ways to be hard on myself.  

There is that fire burning for everything to come together quickly and perfectly as evidence to my own perfection.  When will I give that up?  I certainly hold no one else to that standard.  As I sit here, I can smile and say “soon”. 

Mistakes mean living, learning, curiosity for something new…

Finding out that Steve Jobs died and then listening to the speech he made six years ago at Stanford, a lot of thoughts run through my mind.  I wonder how many students there that day actually took his advice or even understood what he was actually saying? 

We cannot walk in someone else’s shoes.  We can only consider as if.

I have thought of dying a lot.  Not morbidly.  I have no desire to die. I have no desire to cheat death either… but I do have an honest desire to live to 473 years on this earth.  People laugh at me when I say that, but genetically speaking, there is no reason why I shouldn’t.   

If I die sooner, I’ve allowed myself to be talked into something.  If I die sooner, you can know that I have no real regrets.  I have been following my curiosity and my intuition… and with that, my heart.

I have certainly found more than 10,000 ways that did not work, but the ones that do have more than made up.  My children are my crowning jewels… with the millions of mistakes I have made raising them and the zillions of mistakes they will hopefully make in their life… nothing to me could be more perfect... and perhaps with that I have just found my perfection.

I have been on a mission to find a better way.  Thank you for the company...

Victoria Crystal
...living SimpleSexy

Wet fur

I love going out and about.  And without going into detail yet, following my intuition may prove itself yet again.   It poured rain yesterday and I got soaked trying to find a spot to sit, relax, and (of utmost import) find a place to plug in my laptop. 

In the end I went low tech anyway and chicken scratched my next concept into my binder at a local pub.  Hi Christian!  Hi Lori!

So much work to do I found my eyes popping open at 5 am and refusing to close.  I truly love my work and passion moves me.

Today I finally ordered business cards.  They are absolutely adorable and I thank Mr. Magnificent for his reinforcing belief in my flair.  They are not the style of cards one would likely suspect me to gravitate toward, but hey… I am nothing short of unpredictable.

A little Lily Allen to get me moving and now I am off!

Victoria Crystal

…living the SimpleSexy life