It just is… or it is not. Be or do not.

Mayan Galactic Signature:
Transform into your defined vision.  Use your personal behavior to as a comparison for what you create.   Allow patience for the ideal vision to be set in your mind.  We are guided by magic to play with illusion.  We find a friend in our flowering awareness, a hidden power in change, and we are challenged to overcome instinct.  Thus is the influence of the Blue Self Existing Eagle.

One thing I have appreciated most about the Mayan Calendar is its openness and constant positive message when compared with modern day readings of astrology.  The only BEWARE aspect is the challenge to overcome… as a guide.  Not as a acceptance of woe.

There is of course evidence of the Mayan blood rituals, but there is also the postulation those came after the great leaders one day walked into the forest and disappeared.  The result of Chaos without leadership.  I have a strong inclination to accept this… like the Holy Wars of blood thirst and torture in an effort of control.  The Mayan legacy was too profound to be rooted in violence… by my uncontrived appreciation.

Weakness is the only reason to kill another to be who think we are.  Weakness is the only reason we cannot accept someone for who they are.  Jesus, Gandhi, Buddha, Confucius (and many many more)… didn’t kill to prove a point.  We can’t force someone to love, respect, accept, believe another.  It just is or it is not.

Kisses and love,
Victoria Crystal… living Simple Sexy
www.victoriacrystal.com

Out of Life

Sleep wooed me and I am but just awake.  I stayed up late again last night, interestingly checking on the Mayan Galactic Signature to find it quite relevant to the themes that played in my mind.  I wish I had the time to share my insight, but in truth I also lack the inclination for it will be a theme that I share in the Gazette.  Any information I offer now would be the tiniest breadcrumb with little direction… which is why I have created the education I have.  To fold knowledge into knowledge and create an insightful understanding that allows for deep understanding.

I will offer one clue to my thoughts. I was drawn to watch The Fountain (with Hugh Jackman). Although I wanted a comedy, this kept pulling at me.  After watching it for a while, I realized I had seen it years ago, but it had meant nothing to me then.  Last night it became a key.

That having been said.  The Mayan Galactic Signature:
The Electric White Wizard of seeks the activation of Timelessness through bonding with meditated enchantment in order to receive its aid.  We are guided by the Serpent’s life force of instinct, asked to find a friend in the Mirror, a hidden power in accomplishment, and overcome the challenge of the flowering seed.

If you have seen the movie or watch it today, I believe it will only do you well to reflect on its meaning taking the Mayan Galactic Signature into account.  You get out of life what you put in.

Cheers… my Love to you,

Victoria Crystal… living Simple Sexy
www.victoriacrystal.com

It’s the Connection

Yesterday I spent the better part of the day trying to “restore” my iPhone.  It would work, sync, then fail.  The phone crashed to the point I couldn’t even turn it on.  It kept telling me to connect to iTunes and iTunes kept telling me that I had to manually reset it. 

There is a point I am about to make.  I’m not one to just rattle off mundane moments.
My computer crashed on my one day.  After speaking with Geeks at an electronic store, I was told it was likely the mother board.  Disheartened, I left the computer alone and used another.  After almost a month, I tried using a different electric cord.  Wallaah! It came on.  So today I did that with my phone.  I used a different adapter.  Wallaah!  It works again.

Just the other day, I was looking at a dream I had written down a few months ago.  I was looking for a plug and I couldn’t find it.  Now… without using physic abilities I can tell that “connections” are missing or needed to fixed.  But what they are and how, I do not know.  The important thing is I am aware. 

I am on the quest to bring awareness into everyone’s life.  It is the key to unlocking everything.

Mayan Galactic Signature:
Today is the Crystal White Dog and we are surrounded in the energy of love.  We are to dedicate our love to find cooperation and loyalty.  We are guided by the winds of communication using the power of our spirit.

Kisses to all,
Victoria Crystal… living Simple Sexy
www.victoriacrystal.com

Pulsing Passions

I went to bed late and woke even later.  Such is the way of passion.

Today the Solar Blue Hand of pulsing accomplishment asks us to realize  in order to know, finding the intention of healing.  We are guided by the Night’s power of abundance to search our dreams for intuition.  Be open to opportunity, but resist distractions.

Ha!  That’s easier said than done.

Sometimes I feel like the dog in Up!  Was that a squirrel?

Off to go play with my passions.  Cheers and kisses!

Victoria Crystal… living Simple Sexy
www.victoriacrystal.com

Friend Change

Today the Galactic White Worldbringer brings the influence of harmonizing with death (or the end of a cycle) through modeling equality and the use of integrity to seek new opportunities.  We are guided by the power of our hearts to bring us loyalty.
 
It is a search know from within.

This weekend has proved wonderful.  I have rested and allowed all the trials to fall into the back of my thoughts where my subconscious has been quietly gathering answers.  Today I woke bright and early… able to solve miraculously the many difficulties that now belong to yesterday. 

I am so grateful. 

The Worldbringer shows us that death is an opportunity for growth.  Change has become a friend.

Victoria Crystal… living Simple Sexy
www.victoriacrystal.com

A Wrinkle in Time

There are some books that stay with you long after you have read them.  Interestingly Madeleine L’Engle discuss that in her Newberry Medal acceptance.

I only hope the book I author has the ability to influence a family as much as hers did mine.  I read a Wrinkle in Time to my children when they were probably six and eight.  I recall sitting in the living room, trying with every ounce of patience to give Mrs Which’s lines their due.
 
Years later my son and I are on the phone and as he goes to through his sister’s books, he finds the copy I had given her.  “Wow…” he says as he recalls the memories.  He reads me a few lines and I find that wrinkle of folding time and space to once again sit in that living room surrounded by my little loves.

One book, that had set such a fire in my brain in grade school that I read to my children years later that after more years had gone by I had to go to Barnes & Noble to pick up…yesterday.   Interestingly, there have been subtle hints leading me to this action for at least two months now, but with so much going on, I am thankful for the nudge.

Yesterday I experienced mind bending insights… not just from the book, but dream analysis as well.   I sometimes wish for perfection and the ability to record every dream upon awakening, but the truth is, I usually prefer the sleep. 

Anyway, what matters is that on this certain day I wrote my bizarre dream down and yesterday I was able to decipher it and capture an awareness. 

Key after key after key.

The Overtone Blue Night empowers abundance through commanding dreams to give light to intuition.   We are guided by illusion and play. 

I guess I have more to do.  I’m going to like this…

Kisses and love,
Victoria Crystal… living Simple Sexy
www.victoriacrystal.com

the Catalyst

Today the Magnetic Blue Storm is guided by itself to release the unexpected by allowing our unconscious mind to take action.  Go with the flow and become aware of what the periphery of your mind speaks.
I am finally getting closer to website completion and finally launching. I am excited for this quest… for it is one I was meant to take a long time ago.  Yet with experience has come wisdom and now the mark left behind with be more profound. 
Off to work I go.
Victoria Crystal … living Simple Sexy
www.victoriacrystal.com

Garden sweat…

Today’s Resonant Yellow Human leads us to follow the path of free will that will inspire with powerful influence to become one with beautiful wisdom.  

We are guided by targeting our growing awareness and we have a friend in the knowledge that our accomplishment will bring healing.   Overcome  silence.  Breathe.  Feel the spirit within.  It is also a GAP day...

So I suppose that is the perfect lead in to a monologue in which perhaps some day someone will come across these words and gain insight. 

Fear.  Following our heart. 

There are, for me, two extremes:  Fear and Enlightenment.  David Hawkins points to Shame as the lowest, but since that is not a place I have spent much time, I cannot speak to it as easily as I can to my old friend Fear.  So it is here that I begin.

I will say this as I have said over and over and as I share throughout the gazette.  Our emotions serve.  They are a beacon pointing a way or bringing awareness.  It is what we do with these emotions that define us.

In the age of technology, we have become spoiled with instant.  Smaller faster better… I know this serves us.  It is preparing our conscious with what our subconscious is already aware.    It is this Awareness Phenomenon that will bring about great change… all that is so called impossible today.  But the changes will not occur through technology.  They will occur because of technology.  The human mind will become aware of its abilities.

I felt this shift occurring many many years ago, but it became a calling when I started writing the book… the one I will finish someday.  The book is on hold because it needs to be.  My intuition and life circumstances have lead me to new ground, one that I dare not deny again to be condemned for five more years in the belly of the whale, akin to the hell of limbo.

Everything feels as though I have already been here before.  Done this before.  Written these very words, shared these very thoughts.  This moment is my past… and yet I sit here.  Creating it. 
People… when you heart is called and your intuition guides you, your life circumstances will change.  Do not act on fear.  Let the fear show you the way to courage… and then act.  I cannot tell you how many doors have closed in just the last few months.  Had I reacted with fear I would not have seen the more brilliant light to follow… the light which has shown me how the pieces fall into place. 

But it isn’t solved with a few pieces.  I admit I still struggle with patience.  Several years ago, for no apparent reason, I began to garden.  To grow vegetables, melons, and fruits from a seed. 
It is those memories… spring after spring… summer after summer, working in mud between my toes.  Sweating.  Tiring from the sun.  Waking early to water.  Coming back in late afternoon.  There was nothing more beautiful than when all the work had been done, to walk into the garden and pluck tomatoes, lettuce, swiss chard, turnips, beets, cucumber, squash, peas, green beans, cantaloupe…  They were the fruits of my labor, and I loved them more than anything I could have picked up at the grocery store.

Seeds take time.  They require effort.  They flourish in love.  And the next year… you may just have volunteers…

I love this life!
Victoria Crystal
living SimpleSexy
www.victoriacrystal.com

Painting Me

Today we are pulled by the south star to activate our elegance.  Free will guides us again… interesting.  Overcome images of self by finding power in the skies and a friend in playful illusion.  It is the Electric Yellow Star.

Yesterday I accomplished so much.  So grateful.  Today will be just as beautiful.  Have you seen the changes to the website?  Still not quite done.  But getting more inspired as I dive into the deepest waters I could possibly imagine and paint my world.

Victoria Crystal
living SimpleSexy
www.victoriacrystal.com

Pools of reflection

Today, the Magnetic Red Skywalker is guided by itself to explore space and find wakefulness.  To me that signifies pushing beyond limits… the barriers in our life only we have constructed. 
Waking up to the reality of space.  That there is more out there.  More to be seen.  More to be experienced. 

Imagine if we could fly.  That would solve the whole gas mess and traffic jams rather quickly.  Perhaps instead of wishing for new cars, we should will ourselves new abilities.

What a person can conceive, they can achieve. 

I have believed that technology is increasing exponentially so that humanity can transcend to a new reality.  Unfortunately, people are too focused on stuff.  My self included.  As I completely restructure my business for… well, essentially the world, my self reflection has become nanoseconds instead of long moments listening to the wind through the trees and staring deep into the reflection of water.

I am doing exactly what I want to educate people away from.  Sure, I could say what I am doing is for the greater good.  But in this moment is it my greatest good?  Am I being at my best so that I can offer my best?

The easiest answer would be to ask if there is any stress in my body.  Is my forehead tight? Do my shoulders or back ache?  Certainly not greatly, but enough to give me pause and know that I am pushing against instead of flowing with the tides of the universe.  

Today will be my quiet day of reflection and organization.  I can see where my intuition was leading last night as I made a list of things to do and organize was today's goal.  So now I can reflect… sounds perfect.

Ciao loves,
Victoria Crystal
…living SimpleSexy

Happy Tears

Answers keep coming.  I am amazed at how much I have learned, how much I have gained from this short part of the journey.  I see beauty in everything.  Even the small fragments I would have called “setbacks” have become friends along the way. 

I was just suddenly pushed to look up a song that popped into my head.  I had no idea who sang it or what it was called, but I keep “hearing” these small hours.  Thankfully someone else was mistaken as the song is actually called Little Wonders by Rob Thomas.
 

I admit I just cried like a baby when I read the lyrics… from happiness.  I love crying in happiness… it’s is probably my favorite emotion.

To you, Mr. Magnificent, the calling of this song is… but of course.

Today is the Blue Galactic Hand:  we are guided by the monkey’s playful magic to find healing in knowing all you have accomplished.  Harmonize your presence by being the model of integrity.  Use your intuition to be at the right place in the right time.

I think I am going to watch this again and cry some more.    I've decided to follow the monkey and give myself the day off.  Have fun!
Victoria Crystal
…living SimpleSexy

Seeds of Creation

I can claim more accomplishment than restful sleep. 

I am driven to the point of over-thinking which could readily create missteps.  My need to press on, however, is indeed instinctive… like a call from the wilds.  Finding a place of No Mind inside creation… interesting.

So we turn to the Mayan daily calendar.   Yellow Overtone Seed

Ah, the seed.  Working in the garden these last years has taught me a lot about seeds and bearing fruit.  I used to have such a spoiled attitude about the harvest.  Without having planted any seeds and little effort placed on the attendance of those springing up on their own, I expected a full bounty. 

I consider the societal upbringing to have some basis in that conception.  With the use of magic money our houses become full of items from all over the world and we don’t need to know the skill which created any of it.  We don’t even need to appreciate it.  We just need to want it, pay for it, and vwallah…  magic.

There is something to that, I know… but we are missing fundamental ingredients.  Thought and desire alone do not bring about creation. 

The subconscious dreams with the conscious care for the seed… the seeds of creation.
Victoria Crystal
…living SimpleSexy

the Sound of my own Voice

I have so many magnificent ideas I believe it is going to take me a year to re-create my website.  That… and I am no web designer nor have I acquired any particular talent in visual arts.  But I am an idea generator and DAMN do I have a lot of them… and (said in the voice of Jack Black as Kung Fu Panda) of course they are all brilliant, so, you know… I gotta do them all. 

I love cartoons.  I was in someone’s house the other day just eyeing on their shelf all the worlds of possibilities!  From cuddly monsters to infinity and beyond!  Does it get any better?

So … ahh… Besame Mucho…  first song I was serenade to when I got to Playa.  This guitar player just walked up to my table and started playing and at the end the tables were applauding.  Damn.  And my girlfriend is there right now without offering to swing by from Amsterdam to put me in her suitcase.  Some people are so selfish.

I am dreaming of time and place.  So close.  I can almost reach it.  I’ll need to keep my conversations with Rodney a bit shorter, though.  He gets me so distracted that before you know it I am watching Kung Fu Panda for the third time.  Or is it fourth?  The really sick part is… I keep getting those Ah ha! moments from it.  Like I shouldn’t have gotten them all the first time?

So is anyone out there?  No comments on yesterday.  I feel so alone.  It’s a good thing I like the sound of my own voice… so much so I am going to do audio recordings of the gazette.  But that’s after the website.
 
First thing first is this blog and now I must close with the Mayan Signature of the day.

The Red Lunar Dragon, guided by space.  Trust your heart and share your dreams.  Find playfulness and you will do well by looking within.

Check.  Check.  Check.
Now I’m off to play with dragons and the monkey on my back.

Kisses,
Victoria Crystal
…living SimpleSexy

End of a Series

Today is the White Crystal Mirror, a day for reflection that is to be guided by our hearts to free ourselves from hubris and judgment of others.  It is a day of clarity in recognition that we are all born and create an existence through our choices. 

And it is the day for end our series on Change, which could not be more appropriate.
When I began this series, I instinctively felt there was a message that needed to shared, but I had no idea how much it would change my own life.  Fear has melted away.

Patience and promise have replaced it.

As always, I am excited to hear how it has affected you.  What insights you have received.. has it brought acceptance and greater peace?

I am not the greatest self promoter (I’m working on that), so please feel free to pass on my information to others.  I know they will thank you for it.

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The next series is on Intuition… and I could not be more excited.  Great things are coming.
Victoria Crystal

… living SimpleSexy

Profound Answers

Today is the Red Spectral Earth, a day to be guided by release and the acceptance of one’s choices to find yourself doing, becoming, thinking the right thing at the right time.

I have actually been doing a lot of this lately and interestingly enough, it was the thought I mulled over this morning as I was lying in bed.  I have made many difficult decisions that resulted in a much longer and bumpier road than I would have liked…  but I have certainly had my fair share of fun, too,and I will not complain.  I recognize now, as I did then, how truly fortunate I have been… safe, cared for, with all my needs met while I wrestled the holds of our society. 

I have been a philosopher, esentially, my whole life, quietly testing the fabric of our beliefs.  I remember at19, sitting in a Jacuzzi with some of my apartment neighbors and boldly making the statement that I would write a book entitled “The World As I See It.”

I have continually questioned why people limit themselves, and perhaps I have spent these many years doing just that, so I could learn what it takes to break free.  It is now I realize the implications of this path to be more profound than I could have believed.

As I finish this series on Change, and begin to explore Intuition…  I see…  

Now I properly claim the title.  I, Victoria Crystal, am a Philosopher.  I have found Peace.

Not dead... yet

I find it interesting that although we are all part of this human experience, we find mistakes humiliating.  

My daughter has had this tag line as her email signature for years now:  “I have not failed, I've just found 10,000 ways that don't work.”          - Thomas Alva Edison   I love her for this.  And while I accept this as truth, I still find ways to be hard on myself.  

There is that fire burning for everything to come together quickly and perfectly as evidence to my own perfection.  When will I give that up?  I certainly hold no one else to that standard.  As I sit here, I can smile and say “soon”. 

Mistakes mean living, learning, curiosity for something new…

Finding out that Steve Jobs died and then listening to the speech he made six years ago at Stanford, a lot of thoughts run through my mind.  I wonder how many students there that day actually took his advice or even understood what he was actually saying? 

We cannot walk in someone else’s shoes.  We can only consider as if.

I have thought of dying a lot.  Not morbidly.  I have no desire to die. I have no desire to cheat death either… but I do have an honest desire to live to 473 years on this earth.  People laugh at me when I say that, but genetically speaking, there is no reason why I shouldn’t.   

If I die sooner, I’ve allowed myself to be talked into something.  If I die sooner, you can know that I have no real regrets.  I have been following my curiosity and my intuition… and with that, my heart.

I have certainly found more than 10,000 ways that did not work, but the ones that do have more than made up.  My children are my crowning jewels… with the millions of mistakes I have made raising them and the zillions of mistakes they will hopefully make in their life… nothing to me could be more perfect... and perhaps with that I have just found my perfection.

I have been on a mission to find a better way.  Thank you for the company...

Victoria Crystal
...living SimpleSexy

Today’s issue of the SimpleSexy gazette is out.  Yay!

It is part two in the series on Change and I have to admit I am proud of it.  It discusses Change Propensity and helps to discover a little more about how you respond to change.  I did all the hard work, now you get to play and reinvent yourself.

Have fun!

Delicate Dance

Have you ever noticed the delicate dance of change that goes one step forward, two steps back, or sometimes three steps forward and two steps back…

This is the change we are actively watching anyway.  Our lives are continuously changing.  I, in my own way, have become a master of change in that it has been a decision of mine to reinvent myself on a semi-regular basis.  Often it is in small ways like actively making adjustments to my posture, trying out karaoke, listening to a new type of music, gardening, playing a strategy game, trying new foods… or big ones like living in Mexico, traveling new places alone, or starting a business. 

Whatever the change, I have engaged in the delicate dance… one two three one two three…

My posture will slouch, I hit a flat note, there are a few songs I don’t like, weeds overtake my vegetables, I lose, something makes my stomach ache…

Yesterday the Internet gods decided I would not get my newsletter, the SimpleSexy™ gazette out in my time.  C’est la vie.  Regardless, it is a good one.  I smile at that.  I look at these moments not as setbacks, but as opportunities to pause and reevaluate.  Is there something better?  A different way?

If you haven’t signed up and would like a copy of this week’s SimpleSexy™ gazette, send me an email and I will send you the link.  I believe you will like it.

Cheers!

Victoria Crystal

living the SimpleSexy life