Showing posts with label subconscious. Show all posts
Showing posts with label subconscious. Show all posts

Monday, December 5, 2011

Friend Change

Today the Galactic White Worldbringer brings the influence of harmonizing with death (or the end of a cycle) through modeling equality and the use of integrity to seek new opportunities.  We are guided by the power of our hearts to bring us loyalty.
 
It is a search know from within.

This weekend has proved wonderful.  I have rested and allowed all the trials to fall into the back of my thoughts where my subconscious has been quietly gathering answers.  Today I woke bright and early… able to solve miraculously the many difficulties that now belong to yesterday. 

I am so grateful. 

The Worldbringer shows us that death is an opportunity for growth.  Change has become a friend.

Victoria Crystal… living Simple Sexy
www.victoriacrystal.com

Friday, December 2, 2011

A Wrinkle in Time

There are some books that stay with you long after you have read them.  Interestingly Madeleine L’Engle discuss that in her Newberry Medal acceptance.

I only hope the book I author has the ability to influence a family as much as hers did mine.  I read a Wrinkle in Time to my children when they were probably six and eight.  I recall sitting in the living room, trying with every ounce of patience to give Mrs Which’s lines their due.
 
Years later my son and I are on the phone and as he goes to through his sister’s books, he finds the copy I had given her.  “Wow…” he says as he recalls the memories.  He reads me a few lines and I find that wrinkle of folding time and space to once again sit in that living room surrounded by my little loves.

One book, that had set such a fire in my brain in grade school that I read to my children years later that after more years had gone by I had to go to Barnes & Noble to pick up…yesterday.   Interestingly, there have been subtle hints leading me to this action for at least two months now, but with so much going on, I am thankful for the nudge.

Yesterday I experienced mind bending insights… not just from the book, but dream analysis as well.   I sometimes wish for perfection and the ability to record every dream upon awakening, but the truth is, I usually prefer the sleep. 

Anyway, what matters is that on this certain day I wrote my bizarre dream down and yesterday I was able to decipher it and capture an awareness. 

Key after key after key.

The Overtone Blue Night empowers abundance through commanding dreams to give light to intuition.   We are guided by illusion and play. 

I guess I have more to do.  I’m going to like this…

Kisses and love,
Victoria Crystal… living Simple Sexy
www.victoriacrystal.com

Monday, October 17, 2011

Profound Answers

Today is the Red Spectral Earth, a day to be guided by release and the acceptance of one’s choices to find yourself doing, becoming, thinking the right thing at the right time.

I have actually been doing a lot of this lately and interestingly enough, it was the thought I mulled over this morning as I was lying in bed.  I have made many difficult decisions that resulted in a much longer and bumpier road than I would have liked…  but I have certainly had my fair share of fun, too,and I will not complain.  I recognize now, as I did then, how truly fortunate I have been… safe, cared for, with all my needs met while I wrestled the holds of our society. 

I have been a philosopher, esentially, my whole life, quietly testing the fabric of our beliefs.  I remember at19, sitting in a Jacuzzi with some of my apartment neighbors and boldly making the statement that I would write a book entitled “The World As I See It.”

I have continually questioned why people limit themselves, and perhaps I have spent these many years doing just that, so I could learn what it takes to break free.  It is now I realize the implications of this path to be more profound than I could have believed.

As I finish this series on Change, and begin to explore Intuition…  I see…  

Now I properly claim the title.  I, Victoria Crystal, am a Philosopher.  I have found Peace.

Thursday, September 22, 2011

Fanfare

I had a profound dream, begging me to do what must be done, essentially, or suffer the consequences. And while I moved through this dream, a vibrating noise followed; as I sat at a table in a restaurant discussing philosophy; as I walked through a friend’s winery; as I strolled amidst trees or stood on a bridge.  Thup, thup, thup, thup, thup.  What is this noise?  Why does it go where I do?  Thup, thup, thup, thup, thup.  I could feel its vibration externally.  It did not come from within.


My subconscious was being baited.  Pay attention.
I wish I had.  It would have been a perfect moment for a lucid dream made more perfect by the theme.  Do what must be done… or suffer.  Oh to have accessed the subconscious insight.

To varying degrees we all have these crossroad moments, but only the open wise or the lucky are keenly aware.   

As I listen to the trumpets cry in La NiƱa de Mis Ojos, I am reminded of my father.  As far as the eye can see there is nothing but smooth sailing out to the horizon, yet I sense a disturbance.  How why or from what direction I cannot say.
Thup, thup, thup, thup, thup… went the overhead fan.  Pay attention.

Victoria Crystal
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