Blackout Sun

When my eyes pop open and I am not “expecting” anything that day, I always wonder.  I admit I am a bit obsessed with the idea of breadcrumbs, tiny clues that lead to a path of understanding.  I really don’t think it matters what you are searching for.  If you are attuned, intuition will always guide you to an answer. 

That’s what I wonder about.  Waking up at 00:30 to greet the dark day.  What is it?  Which breadcrumb will I find… but not because I am searching for it.  Because I am aware.  

Mayan Galactic Signature (as usual, I take interpretive license):
Today the Solar Yellow Sun pulses the energy of the universal wisdom needed to attain enlightenment in our life’s purpose  (…. oh… I guess I see why I woke up… but uh, there will be no sun for several hours yet…).   We are guided by the Warrior’s intelligence to question and become fearless while finding hidden power in our birth. 

Victoria Crystal… living Simple Sexy
www.victoriacrystal.com

Warrior Heart

The Planetary Yellow Star is a galactic activation portal day for the perfecting of elegance.  In producing beauty we create art.  We are guided by the Warrior’s power of intellect to use questioning to attain fearlessness. 

I must admit, this is the first time I have truly considered the Warrior kin. 
Warrior = Fearlessness.  Got it.  But power of intellect through the action of question?  And I must moreover admit that I am tainted by modern day depictions of the Warrior which tends to reflect more of a chest-thumping mindless bravado.  To ask questions is  sacrilegious.  The sing song of “Yours is not to question why, yours is but to do or die” comes to mind.

In Braveheart I think of Mel Gibson as the Hero… everyone else were the warriors (admittedly it has been a long time since watching the movie), but take Troy, Tron or Lord of the Rings….  anyway…  warrior has taken on a symbolic meaning of “Me go kill who you think bad. Ugh.”  (the ‘ugh’ seals the deal, right?)

But this Warrior…. the one who uses the power of intelligence to question actions and realize the true nature of fearlessness?   This is a Warrior that gets my heart all a’flutter.

Um, yeah... call me  

Victoria Crystal… living Simple Sexy
www.victoriacrystal.com

Pulsing Passions

I went to bed late and woke even later.  Such is the way of passion.

Today the Solar Blue Hand of pulsing accomplishment asks us to realize  in order to know, finding the intention of healing.  We are guided by the Night’s power of abundance to search our dreams for intuition.  Be open to opportunity, but resist distractions.

Ha!  That’s easier said than done.

Sometimes I feel like the dog in Up!  Was that a squirrel?

Off to go play with my passions.  Cheers and kisses!

Victoria Crystal… living Simple Sexy
www.victoriacrystal.com

Friend Change

Today the Galactic White Worldbringer brings the influence of harmonizing with death (or the end of a cycle) through modeling equality and the use of integrity to seek new opportunities.  We are guided by the power of our hearts to bring us loyalty.
 
It is a search know from within.

This weekend has proved wonderful.  I have rested and allowed all the trials to fall into the back of my thoughts where my subconscious has been quietly gathering answers.  Today I woke bright and early… able to solve miraculously the many difficulties that now belong to yesterday. 

I am so grateful. 

The Worldbringer shows us that death is an opportunity for growth.  Change has become a friend.

Victoria Crystal… living Simple Sexy
www.victoriacrystal.com

A Wrinkle in Time

There are some books that stay with you long after you have read them.  Interestingly Madeleine L’Engle discuss that in her Newberry Medal acceptance.

I only hope the book I author has the ability to influence a family as much as hers did mine.  I read a Wrinkle in Time to my children when they were probably six and eight.  I recall sitting in the living room, trying with every ounce of patience to give Mrs Which’s lines their due.
 
Years later my son and I are on the phone and as he goes to through his sister’s books, he finds the copy I had given her.  “Wow…” he says as he recalls the memories.  He reads me a few lines and I find that wrinkle of folding time and space to once again sit in that living room surrounded by my little loves.

One book, that had set such a fire in my brain in grade school that I read to my children years later that after more years had gone by I had to go to Barnes & Noble to pick up…yesterday.   Interestingly, there have been subtle hints leading me to this action for at least two months now, but with so much going on, I am thankful for the nudge.

Yesterday I experienced mind bending insights… not just from the book, but dream analysis as well.   I sometimes wish for perfection and the ability to record every dream upon awakening, but the truth is, I usually prefer the sleep. 

Anyway, what matters is that on this certain day I wrote my bizarre dream down and yesterday I was able to decipher it and capture an awareness. 

Key after key after key.

The Overtone Blue Night empowers abundance through commanding dreams to give light to intuition.   We are guided by illusion and play. 

I guess I have more to do.  I’m going to like this…

Kisses and love,
Victoria Crystal… living Simple Sexy
www.victoriacrystal.com

the Catalyst

Today the Magnetic Blue Storm is guided by itself to release the unexpected by allowing our unconscious mind to take action.  Go with the flow and become aware of what the periphery of your mind speaks.
I am finally getting closer to website completion and finally launching. I am excited for this quest… for it is one I was meant to take a long time ago.  Yet with experience has come wisdom and now the mark left behind with be more profound. 
Off to work I go.
Victoria Crystal … living Simple Sexy
www.victoriacrystal.com

Painting Me

Today we are pulled by the south star to activate our elegance.  Free will guides us again… interesting.  Overcome images of self by finding power in the skies and a friend in playful illusion.  It is the Electric Yellow Star.

Yesterday I accomplished so much.  So grateful.  Today will be just as beautiful.  Have you seen the changes to the website?  Still not quite done.  But getting more inspired as I dive into the deepest waters I could possibly imagine and paint my world.

Victoria Crystal
living SimpleSexy
www.victoriacrystal.com

Free Will

Today the Lunar Blue Hand energizes us to look at things from their opposites in order to know.  We are to be guided by the influence of free will to achieve wisdom.

My kind of day. 

Victoria Crystal
living SimpleSexy
www.victoriacrystal.com

Heading Out

Just so you are ALL aware, I am taking tomorrow off as I will be attending the second and third sessions for energetics based on the Yuen method.  I will be headed to Atlanta where teacher Jill Isbell (a wonderful teacher whom I highly recommend) will lead the class of what I am beginning to feel will be a rather rowdy group. 

Mr. Magnificent and his soul sister will be together again.  The two are beyond funny.  And even more than that, I have this feeling that each holds a piece of each other’s puzzle.  We shall see. Perhaps I am getting all existential simply because I want to.  Well, there is nothing wrong with that.

I like seeing possibility and magic where others see ordinary.  I’ll keep my vision, thank you very much.  It’s the ones who see beyond that invent, create, search for it and break boundaries. 

I’m searching for it.

Today is the Lunar White Wizard.  I must admit.  The Wizard is one of the kins I feel least connected to and I am not sure why.  Actually, it is the White family.  Interesting.  Perhaps because the White Mirror is in my challenge.  That means I have a ways to go, doesn’t it…

I just spoke gobbldy gook  to you, didn’t I.  Well.  It’s a learning process.  And I am going to cheat on this one as I have no insight of my own.

Guided by death, seek polarity to enchant. 

Remember that death is an ending for a new beginning.  It is not necessarily about people.  It is about thoughts, ideas, actions, beliefs.

Well.  I am leaving early today and much to do.
Just HAD to leave with this:  Enjoy!

This goes out to you Mr. Mag and Nancy!

Victoria Crystal
…living SimpleSexy

Pools of reflection

Today, the Magnetic Red Skywalker is guided by itself to explore space and find wakefulness.  To me that signifies pushing beyond limits… the barriers in our life only we have constructed. 
Waking up to the reality of space.  That there is more out there.  More to be seen.  More to be experienced. 

Imagine if we could fly.  That would solve the whole gas mess and traffic jams rather quickly.  Perhaps instead of wishing for new cars, we should will ourselves new abilities.

What a person can conceive, they can achieve. 

I have believed that technology is increasing exponentially so that humanity can transcend to a new reality.  Unfortunately, people are too focused on stuff.  My self included.  As I completely restructure my business for… well, essentially the world, my self reflection has become nanoseconds instead of long moments listening to the wind through the trees and staring deep into the reflection of water.

I am doing exactly what I want to educate people away from.  Sure, I could say what I am doing is for the greater good.  But in this moment is it my greatest good?  Am I being at my best so that I can offer my best?

The easiest answer would be to ask if there is any stress in my body.  Is my forehead tight? Do my shoulders or back ache?  Certainly not greatly, but enough to give me pause and know that I am pushing against instead of flowing with the tides of the universe.  

Today will be my quiet day of reflection and organization.  I can see where my intuition was leading last night as I made a list of things to do and organize was today's goal.  So now I can reflect… sounds perfect.

Ciao loves,
Victoria Crystal
…living SimpleSexy

Message in a Bottle

Yesterday I had a social media meltdown where I blogged all over my Facebook.  It was sweet that some people thought I was actually sad.  It just goes to show how sensitive I can seem.

It is difficult for a woman who has practiced introversion the better part of her life to suddenly “need” an audience of millions.  The truth is I don’t know how.  But the message I have learned and “need” to share is too profound to hide from.

I can’t explain it.  I’ve been trying so hard to package it in smaller and smaller sound bites that will resonate… make people pay attention.  It is a way of being that allows for the individual to flourish while simultaneously offering their best to others.

It is about finding your inner strength and making decisions from a place of power.  It is  about understanding why all of those books on your shelves in the quest for the better you… haven’t worked.  And I have designed it in such a way that if one simply puts in the time… less than 15 minutes for reading and the rest of the week for reflection…. their lives will change for the better.  It is impossible not to.

It is not about suddenly waking up on a yacht finding yourself surrounded by dozens of simpering sycophants. It is not a get rich scheme and it will not work overnight.   It takes time to understand who you really are…

It is highly likely I will fall down a few times publicly, like yesterday… seeming needy instead of playful.  It is hard to type out “hey guys, I’m trying to be an extravert here!” God they are going to lock me up… aren’t they.

I am being and have been tested in so many ways. And now it is time to put my money where my mouth is. (Ah… la canción, Sentimientos. Que dulce. I just got a message from my girlfriend… still in México.)

And so the battle with myself begins. An introvert learns to become an extrovert. Can a leopard change her spots? Watch me.

Let come what may.  I am following this through.  I decided a long time ago this was my mission and now I am finally focused and ready.  Huu rah!

And now to the Mayan Mysteries:  Today is the Cosmic Yellow Human.  Perfect!  A day of free will.  You know… one of the things I love most about the Mayan Signatures is that there are never any bad forecasts.  It is simply the energy of the earth pulling in a direction and left for you to make of it what you will…

Today we are guided by the warrior to achieve intelligence through questioning our fears… (this keeps getting spooky how much this resonates).  Endure in order to influence, transcending wisdom…

Is anyone else paying attention to this?  I need to go hug myself.

Victoria Crystal
It’s my coming out party.
…living SimpeSexy. 

Your Intuition brought you here…. why?

Hungry Wolves

Well, because I was out following the monkey yesterday, I have pushed back the completion of the website, but… guess what… I don’t care!  One thing I know is that following my intuition always  leads to the right things to do, even if it doesn’t make sense at the time. 
I sit here with my cup of coffee just chomping at the bit, ready to dive into production.  Once the website is complete, I will begin my marketing attempts in earnest.  I recently heard an adage that applies…
“Couldn’t lead a pack of hungry wolves to meat…” Yep.  That’s me.  But I’m working on it.
Well, today is the Yellow Solar Star.  I’m a Star, so I feel particularly inspired by Star days.  Do you know what your Galactic Signature is?  I love this site: http://www.icandosomething.com/mayancalendar/signature.php  In addition to the calendar I developed, I  use it all the time.  Hopefully you find it interesting, and if you have the means, please donate to them. 
Today we are guided in the opening seeds of awareness to show the elegance within.  Find power in exploring the skies and gain strength from reflection.  The magic monkey is our friend. 
On that note my loves,  kisses!
Below is the view from my table at dinner.  Yum
Victoria Crystal
…living SimpleSexy

Happy Tears

Answers keep coming.  I am amazed at how much I have learned, how much I have gained from this short part of the journey.  I see beauty in everything.  Even the small fragments I would have called “setbacks” have become friends along the way. 

I was just suddenly pushed to look up a song that popped into my head.  I had no idea who sang it or what it was called, but I keep “hearing” these small hours.  Thankfully someone else was mistaken as the song is actually called Little Wonders by Rob Thomas.
 

I admit I just cried like a baby when I read the lyrics… from happiness.  I love crying in happiness… it’s is probably my favorite emotion.

To you, Mr. Magnificent, the calling of this song is… but of course.

Today is the Blue Galactic Hand:  we are guided by the monkey’s playful magic to find healing in knowing all you have accomplished.  Harmonize your presence by being the model of integrity.  Use your intuition to be at the right place in the right time.

I think I am going to watch this again and cry some more.    I've decided to follow the monkey and give myself the day off.  Have fun!
Victoria Crystal
…living SimpleSexy

the Sound of my own Voice

I have so many magnificent ideas I believe it is going to take me a year to re-create my website.  That… and I am no web designer nor have I acquired any particular talent in visual arts.  But I am an idea generator and DAMN do I have a lot of them… and (said in the voice of Jack Black as Kung Fu Panda) of course they are all brilliant, so, you know… I gotta do them all. 

I love cartoons.  I was in someone’s house the other day just eyeing on their shelf all the worlds of possibilities!  From cuddly monsters to infinity and beyond!  Does it get any better?

So … ahh… Besame Mucho…  first song I was serenade to when I got to Playa.  This guitar player just walked up to my table and started playing and at the end the tables were applauding.  Damn.  And my girlfriend is there right now without offering to swing by from Amsterdam to put me in her suitcase.  Some people are so selfish.

I am dreaming of time and place.  So close.  I can almost reach it.  I’ll need to keep my conversations with Rodney a bit shorter, though.  He gets me so distracted that before you know it I am watching Kung Fu Panda for the third time.  Or is it fourth?  The really sick part is… I keep getting those Ah ha! moments from it.  Like I shouldn’t have gotten them all the first time?

So is anyone out there?  No comments on yesterday.  I feel so alone.  It’s a good thing I like the sound of my own voice… so much so I am going to do audio recordings of the gazette.  But that’s after the website.
 
First thing first is this blog and now I must close with the Mayan Signature of the day.

The Red Lunar Dragon, guided by space.  Trust your heart and share your dreams.  Find playfulness and you will do well by looking within.

Check.  Check.  Check.
Now I’m off to play with dragons and the monkey on my back.

Kisses,
Victoria Crystal
…living SimpleSexy

Follow your inutition…

to the ends of the Eartch…

Mr. Magnificent and I laughed about that for a while last night.  Oh how it still tickles my funny bone. 

After reading the back of the first business cards I so proudly handed out, I had a young man walk up to me and ask, “…So, what is this word?”  I looked, mildly surprised that he would have a problem reading the simple phrase.  “It says … follow your in..u..tition.  Oh my.. well..”  Of course I spent the rest of the day handing them out with a smile, hoping no one else would notice.

And then there is the matter of connecting with the Eartch’s energies.  Ah yes.  Something I could have simply fixed a long time ago on my website, but I think I like torturing myself with that little mistake so I remember to keep it real and abscond from perfection…

That is I THOUGHT that’s why I kept it there, but Mr. Magnificent so eruditely pointed out that the Earth’s core is indeed crystal and by adding the “c” to Earth I was correcting a long standing mistake.  Galileo had only been half right.  The Eartch is not only round, there is indeed a ”c”!

Second, I was informed, that inutition was the tuition I was to be paid for teaching people how to truly follow their intuition.  I had simply been letting them know up front what they needed to provide.

I feel spoiled having such a wonderful friend in my corner.  But now I have a problem.  I'm still perfect...  Oh well.  Must find trouble.

So, to that end:  Today is the Red Resonant Skywalker, a day for exploring the unknown to find inspiration and gain knowledge…  I like it. 

I am going to follow my intuition and see what this day holds.  Don’t forget to bring your inutition if you want to follow me on the full ride…

Victoria Crystal
...living SimpleSexy

Dreamy

I have been having a lot of strange dreams follow me through my day.  Dragons in Hawaii and a strange boy with yellow and blue eyes.  There were gingerbread houses around the pool and lots of beautiful art laid out on the tables inside.

There is a web of gauze around me and I am not sure if it is the safety of a cocoon or the web of a spider.  All I know is that something…  something…

Today is the Yellow Rhythmic Human; a day for organization of free will to gather the harvest.  That feels eerily profound.

Again the Absent Minded Professor theme seems apropos.  I have a lot of good traits, but organization is not one of them.  And yet, I know that the success of each day depends upon, in part, this organization.  A few day ago, I had recognized this and already began to put tasks into Outlook and created a semblance of routine for my mornings.

And since change is in the air, I have decided to include the Mayan Signature each day as a reminder of my ultimate goal: to get my calendar out to the website.  I have never known greater success in my life than when I began to connect with the earth’s energies and my own intuition.  Today my intuition guides me to do just this… as I listen to Native American flute :~)

I know Pandora was created just for me :~)

Victoria Crystal
... living SimpleSexy