Warrior Heart

The Planetary Yellow Star is a galactic activation portal day for the perfecting of elegance.  In producing beauty we create art.  We are guided by the Warrior’s power of intellect to use questioning to attain fearlessness. 

I must admit, this is the first time I have truly considered the Warrior kin. 
Warrior = Fearlessness.  Got it.  But power of intellect through the action of question?  And I must moreover admit that I am tainted by modern day depictions of the Warrior which tends to reflect more of a chest-thumping mindless bravado.  To ask questions is  sacrilegious.  The sing song of “Yours is not to question why, yours is but to do or die” comes to mind.

In Braveheart I think of Mel Gibson as the Hero… everyone else were the warriors (admittedly it has been a long time since watching the movie), but take Troy, Tron or Lord of the Rings….  anyway…  warrior has taken on a symbolic meaning of “Me go kill who you think bad. Ugh.”  (the ‘ugh’ seals the deal, right?)

But this Warrior…. the one who uses the power of intelligence to question actions and realize the true nature of fearlessness?   This is a Warrior that gets my heart all a’flutter.

Um, yeah... call me  

Victoria Crystal… living Simple Sexy
www.victoriacrystal.com

Garden sweat…

Today’s Resonant Yellow Human leads us to follow the path of free will that will inspire with powerful influence to become one with beautiful wisdom.  

We are guided by targeting our growing awareness and we have a friend in the knowledge that our accomplishment will bring healing.   Overcome  silence.  Breathe.  Feel the spirit within.  It is also a GAP day...

So I suppose that is the perfect lead in to a monologue in which perhaps some day someone will come across these words and gain insight. 

Fear.  Following our heart. 

There are, for me, two extremes:  Fear and Enlightenment.  David Hawkins points to Shame as the lowest, but since that is not a place I have spent much time, I cannot speak to it as easily as I can to my old friend Fear.  So it is here that I begin.

I will say this as I have said over and over and as I share throughout the gazette.  Our emotions serve.  They are a beacon pointing a way or bringing awareness.  It is what we do with these emotions that define us.

In the age of technology, we have become spoiled with instant.  Smaller faster better… I know this serves us.  It is preparing our conscious with what our subconscious is already aware.    It is this Awareness Phenomenon that will bring about great change… all that is so called impossible today.  But the changes will not occur through technology.  They will occur because of technology.  The human mind will become aware of its abilities.

I felt this shift occurring many many years ago, but it became a calling when I started writing the book… the one I will finish someday.  The book is on hold because it needs to be.  My intuition and life circumstances have lead me to new ground, one that I dare not deny again to be condemned for five more years in the belly of the whale, akin to the hell of limbo.

Everything feels as though I have already been here before.  Done this before.  Written these very words, shared these very thoughts.  This moment is my past… and yet I sit here.  Creating it. 
People… when you heart is called and your intuition guides you, your life circumstances will change.  Do not act on fear.  Let the fear show you the way to courage… and then act.  I cannot tell you how many doors have closed in just the last few months.  Had I reacted with fear I would not have seen the more brilliant light to follow… the light which has shown me how the pieces fall into place. 

But it isn’t solved with a few pieces.  I admit I still struggle with patience.  Several years ago, for no apparent reason, I began to garden.  To grow vegetables, melons, and fruits from a seed. 
It is those memories… spring after spring… summer after summer, working in mud between my toes.  Sweating.  Tiring from the sun.  Waking early to water.  Coming back in late afternoon.  There was nothing more beautiful than when all the work had been done, to walk into the garden and pluck tomatoes, lettuce, swiss chard, turnips, beets, cucumber, squash, peas, green beans, cantaloupe…  They were the fruits of my labor, and I loved them more than anything I could have picked up at the grocery store.

Seeds take time.  They require effort.  They flourish in love.  And the next year… you may just have volunteers…

I love this life!
Victoria Crystal
living SimpleSexy
www.victoriacrystal.com

Water?

Today is galactic activation portal in which the  universal water of the Self-Existing Red Moon seeks to be defined.  We are guided by our survival instincts to form this knowledge and go with the flow. 

Water is sometimes called the universal solvent because it dissolves a variety of substances, including all those necessary for life.  It made me think of our bodies, made mostly of water…. constantly dissolving.  To be reborn or die?  That is your decision.  I’ve made mine.

Victoria Crystal
living SimpleSexy
www.victoriacrystal.com

the Magic of possibility

Today we have entered the influences the Blue Cosmic Storm, a day of DOING for self-regeneration through use of emotions.  We use our intuition as a guide through each breath and thus allow ourselves transformation. 

Whether we receive the transformation we seek depends on our gardening practices.
It is also a Galactic Activation Portal, a day noted as being a special day.  There are 52 GAP days, repeating every 280 days.

I am excitedly at peace.  I smile and I do not know why. There is a knowing on the horizon, as electrifying as the wind.

We must stop resisting ourselves people.  Let us accept our “mis-takes” and try try again.  It is our gift to be human.  I wouldn’t want it any other way.

Victoria Crystal
…living SimpleSexy