Yesterday I had a social media meltdown where I blogged all over my Facebook. It was sweet that some people thought I was actually sad. It just goes to show how sensitive I can seem.
It is difficult for a woman who has practiced introversion the better part of her life to suddenly “need” an audience of millions. The truth is I don’t know how. But the message I have learned and “need” to share is too profound to hide from.
I can’t explain it. I’ve been trying so hard to package it in smaller and smaller sound bites that will resonate… make people pay attention. It is a way of being that allows for the individual to flourish while simultaneously offering their best to others.
It is about finding your inner strength and making decisions from a place of power. It is about understanding why all of those books on your shelves in the quest for the better you… haven’t worked. And I have designed it in such a way that if one simply puts in the time… less than 15 minutes for reading and the rest of the week for reflection…. their lives will change for the better. It is impossible not to.
It is not about suddenly waking up on a yacht finding yourself surrounded by dozens of simpering sycophants. It is not a get rich scheme and it will not work overnight. It takes time to understand who you really are…
It is highly likely I will fall down a few times publicly, like yesterday… seeming needy instead of playful. It is hard to type out “hey guys, I’m trying to be an extravert here!”
God they are going to lock me up… aren’t they.
I am being and have been tested in so many ways. And now it is time to put my money where my mouth is. (Ah… la canción, Sentimientos. Que dulce. I just got a message from my girlfriend… still in México.
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And so the battle with myself begins. An introvert learns to become an extrovert. Can a leopard change her spots? Watch me.
Let come what may. I am following this through. I decided a long time ago this was my mission and now I am finally focused and ready. Huu rah!
And now to the Mayan Mysteries: Today is the Cosmic Yellow Human. Perfect! A day of free will. You know… one of the things I love most about the Mayan Signatures is that there are never any bad forecasts. It is simply the energy of the earth pulling in a direction and left for you to make of it what you will…
Today we are guided by the warrior to achieve intelligence through questioning our fears… (this keeps getting spooky how much this resonates). Endure in order to influence, transcending wisdom…
Is anyone else paying attention to this? I need to go hug myself.
Victoria Crystal
It’s my coming out party.
…living SimpeSexy.
Your Intuition brought you here…. why?
It is difficult for a woman who has practiced introversion the better part of her life to suddenly “need” an audience of millions. The truth is I don’t know how. But the message I have learned and “need” to share is too profound to hide from.
I can’t explain it. I’ve been trying so hard to package it in smaller and smaller sound bites that will resonate… make people pay attention. It is a way of being that allows for the individual to flourish while simultaneously offering their best to others.
It is about finding your inner strength and making decisions from a place of power. It is about understanding why all of those books on your shelves in the quest for the better you… haven’t worked. And I have designed it in such a way that if one simply puts in the time… less than 15 minutes for reading and the rest of the week for reflection…. their lives will change for the better. It is impossible not to.
It is not about suddenly waking up on a yacht finding yourself surrounded by dozens of simpering sycophants. It is not a get rich scheme and it will not work overnight. It takes time to understand who you really are…
It is highly likely I will fall down a few times publicly, like yesterday… seeming needy instead of playful. It is hard to type out “hey guys, I’m trying to be an extravert here!”
God they are going to lock me up… aren’t they.I am being and have been tested in so many ways. And now it is time to put my money where my mouth is. (Ah… la canción, Sentimientos. Que dulce. I just got a message from my girlfriend… still in México.
) And so the battle with myself begins. An introvert learns to become an extrovert. Can a leopard change her spots? Watch me.
Let come what may. I am following this through. I decided a long time ago this was my mission and now I am finally focused and ready. Huu rah!
And now to the Mayan Mysteries: Today is the Cosmic Yellow Human. Perfect! A day of free will. You know… one of the things I love most about the Mayan Signatures is that there are never any bad forecasts. It is simply the energy of the earth pulling in a direction and left for you to make of it what you will…
Today we are guided by the warrior to achieve intelligence through questioning our fears… (this keeps getting spooky how much this resonates). Endure in order to influence, transcending wisdom…
Is anyone else paying attention to this? I need to go hug myself.
Victoria Crystal
It’s my coming out party.
…living SimpeSexy.
Your Intuition brought you here…. why?
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