Passion finds me up again at odd times. I woke at 3:00, tossing and turning for hours before finally succumbing to the siren’s call of seductive endings. The end that is the beginning.
I am overwhelmed with the idea of all that I want to accomplish… and accomplish so perfectly. The perfectionist in me must DIE! I recognize that it serves and how it serves. But in the areas it does not, I must once again revisit.
I admit… I am proud of all I have accomplished… and so quickly. Taking one small idea and turning it into a grand passion that, for the first time in my life, will find me honoring all of my gifts… this is incredible. I have faced doubt and fear and pushed so far beyond that I hardly recognize where that old boundary ended. I Am a new Being.
I smile… contemplating Patience, my silly foe.
Lists… To Do Lists.
So today the energies of the earth point us to the Lunar Yellow Sun. Lunar is the tone of polarity, seeking stability through challenge. The Sun is seal of universal fire, seeking enlightenment in life. Yellow is the South ripening, gaining power from fruits of harvest
The Sun is always Yellow, what changes is its tone. So the Yellow Sun is the full development of conviction… this is very interesting. I had not planned on diving so deeply into the meaning today, but yet I was led and here I am. Searching for the meaning of universal fire, I came up with an ancient belief of fire in the stomach that digests food is a connection to our soul, because a dead body does not digest food. Then the thought of burnt offerings and sacrifices came. There is also the colloquialism “fire in your belly” meaning energy of commitment… but why would one do or feel this? Conviction.
It all comes together… the pieces of the puzzle laid out like Hansel and Gretel’s crumbs to find scattered about the deep forest.
It comes back to the education of Self Awareness. Connecting to our innate abilities so we have purpose in the decisions we make…. to gain the power of enlightenment and receive life. Today we are guided by the development of free will using the power of influence to receive wisdom.
It is time.
Victoria Crystal… living SimpleSexy
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