Out of Life

Sleep wooed me and I am but just awake.  I stayed up late again last night, interestingly checking on the Mayan Galactic Signature to find it quite relevant to the themes that played in my mind.  I wish I had the time to share my insight, but in truth I also lack the inclination for it will be a theme that I share in the Gazette.  Any information I offer now would be the tiniest breadcrumb with little direction… which is why I have created the education I have.  To fold knowledge into knowledge and create an insightful understanding that allows for deep understanding.

I will offer one clue to my thoughts. I was drawn to watch The Fountain (with Hugh Jackman). Although I wanted a comedy, this kept pulling at me.  After watching it for a while, I realized I had seen it years ago, but it had meant nothing to me then.  Last night it became a key.

That having been said.  The Mayan Galactic Signature:
The Electric White Wizard of seeks the activation of Timelessness through bonding with meditated enchantment in order to receive its aid.  We are guided by the Serpent’s life force of instinct, asked to find a friend in the Mirror, a hidden power in accomplishment, and overcome the challenge of the flowering seed.

If you have seen the movie or watch it today, I believe it will only do you well to reflect on its meaning taking the Mayan Galactic Signature into account.  You get out of life what you put in.

Cheers… my Love to you,

Victoria Crystal… living Simple Sexy
www.victoriacrystal.com

Naked in the Mirror

Mayan Galactic Signature:
The Lunar Red Skywalker looks like a piece of my puzzle… although I know not how.  The Skywalker is my hidden power and I am his (or hers).  Guided by the survival instincts of the Serpent the earth’s energy is the Kin of the Skywalker, polarizing space brings the stability to explore and find knowledge through wakefulness. 

Today is a Galactic Activation Portal

I find it no surprise sleep lulled me at 6 pm to wake now. 

12/12/2011  How time goes by.  There are so many secrets of the universe hidden in plain sight.  Breadcrumbs.  I feel confused.  Like I am looking at something but cannot figure out what it is. 
So many people think that once they get that thing… that thing that we don’t have now… we will finally have the key to happiness and every day afterwards we can skip through any difficulty with a smile… because ya know… we’ll be happy. 

It’s what drives consumerism.  It’s what sells anti-depressants…. just waiting for that thing.  The day we get that thing. 

I just recently watched an interview with John Lennon that said when the Beatles were at their height, when they had all the fame, money… they were a complete success… he wasn’t happy.  I watched part of documentary on a football player who lived football from birth and was the golden boy though high school and college, but once he got hired professionally he turned to drugs because he wasn’t happy.  Lady Gaga has made her success, but still I don’t see her as happy person.  She looks so sad inside… still hurting.

This theme plays over and over.  I know that while the Beatles were achieving their goals, they were happy.  They exuded it.  So did the football player.  So what happened when they reached their goal to finally find themselves… wanting.  When does Success = Happy?

I honestly believe it comes when we define ourselves in a way that we can accept.  In this moment.  In this very second.  In the quiet hours of the night when there is nothing to do… no one to hold your hand and talk about the day we will get that thing. 

There is one constant in my life.  Me.  People come and go.  Live and Die.  Only I remain. 
I am that thing that makes me happy.  I am my own definition of Success.  www.victoriacrystal.com/success  I stand before myself naked in the mirror.  I Am.
 
I love myself… and because of that… I love you.

Victoria Crystal… living Simple Sexy
www.victoriacrystal.com

It’s the Connection

Yesterday I spent the better part of the day trying to “restore” my iPhone.  It would work, sync, then fail.  The phone crashed to the point I couldn’t even turn it on.  It kept telling me to connect to iTunes and iTunes kept telling me that I had to manually reset it. 

There is a point I am about to make.  I’m not one to just rattle off mundane moments.
My computer crashed on my one day.  After speaking with Geeks at an electronic store, I was told it was likely the mother board.  Disheartened, I left the computer alone and used another.  After almost a month, I tried using a different electric cord.  Wallaah! It came on.  So today I did that with my phone.  I used a different adapter.  Wallaah!  It works again.

Just the other day, I was looking at a dream I had written down a few months ago.  I was looking for a plug and I couldn’t find it.  Now… without using physic abilities I can tell that “connections” are missing or needed to fixed.  But what they are and how, I do not know.  The important thing is I am aware. 

I am on the quest to bring awareness into everyone’s life.  It is the key to unlocking everything.

Mayan Galactic Signature:
Today is the Crystal White Dog and we are surrounded in the energy of love.  We are to dedicate our love to find cooperation and loyalty.  We are guided by the winds of communication using the power of our spirit.

Kisses to all,
Victoria Crystal… living Simple Sexy
www.victoriacrystal.com

Warrior Heart

The Planetary Yellow Star is a galactic activation portal day for the perfecting of elegance.  In producing beauty we create art.  We are guided by the Warrior’s power of intellect to use questioning to attain fearlessness. 

I must admit, this is the first time I have truly considered the Warrior kin. 
Warrior = Fearlessness.  Got it.  But power of intellect through the action of question?  And I must moreover admit that I am tainted by modern day depictions of the Warrior which tends to reflect more of a chest-thumping mindless bravado.  To ask questions is  sacrilegious.  The sing song of “Yours is not to question why, yours is but to do or die” comes to mind.

In Braveheart I think of Mel Gibson as the Hero… everyone else were the warriors (admittedly it has been a long time since watching the movie), but take Troy, Tron or Lord of the Rings….  anyway…  warrior has taken on a symbolic meaning of “Me go kill who you think bad. Ugh.”  (the ‘ugh’ seals the deal, right?)

But this Warrior…. the one who uses the power of intelligence to question actions and realize the true nature of fearlessness?   This is a Warrior that gets my heart all a’flutter.

Um, yeah... call me  

Victoria Crystal… living Simple Sexy
www.victoriacrystal.com

Pulsing Passions

I went to bed late and woke even later.  Such is the way of passion.

Today the Solar Blue Hand of pulsing accomplishment asks us to realize  in order to know, finding the intention of healing.  We are guided by the Night’s power of abundance to search our dreams for intuition.  Be open to opportunity, but resist distractions.

Ha!  That’s easier said than done.

Sometimes I feel like the dog in Up!  Was that a squirrel?

Off to go play with my passions.  Cheers and kisses!

Victoria Crystal… living Simple Sexy
www.victoriacrystal.com

Friend Change

Today the Galactic White Worldbringer brings the influence of harmonizing with death (or the end of a cycle) through modeling equality and the use of integrity to seek new opportunities.  We are guided by the power of our hearts to bring us loyalty.
 
It is a search know from within.

This weekend has proved wonderful.  I have rested and allowed all the trials to fall into the back of my thoughts where my subconscious has been quietly gathering answers.  Today I woke bright and early… able to solve miraculously the many difficulties that now belong to yesterday. 

I am so grateful. 

The Worldbringer shows us that death is an opportunity for growth.  Change has become a friend.

Victoria Crystal… living Simple Sexy
www.victoriacrystal.com

A Wrinkle in Time

There are some books that stay with you long after you have read them.  Interestingly Madeleine L’Engle discuss that in her Newberry Medal acceptance.

I only hope the book I author has the ability to influence a family as much as hers did mine.  I read a Wrinkle in Time to my children when they were probably six and eight.  I recall sitting in the living room, trying with every ounce of patience to give Mrs Which’s lines their due.
 
Years later my son and I are on the phone and as he goes to through his sister’s books, he finds the copy I had given her.  “Wow…” he says as he recalls the memories.  He reads me a few lines and I find that wrinkle of folding time and space to once again sit in that living room surrounded by my little loves.

One book, that had set such a fire in my brain in grade school that I read to my children years later that after more years had gone by I had to go to Barnes & Noble to pick up…yesterday.   Interestingly, there have been subtle hints leading me to this action for at least two months now, but with so much going on, I am thankful for the nudge.

Yesterday I experienced mind bending insights… not just from the book, but dream analysis as well.   I sometimes wish for perfection and the ability to record every dream upon awakening, but the truth is, I usually prefer the sleep. 

Anyway, what matters is that on this certain day I wrote my bizarre dream down and yesterday I was able to decipher it and capture an awareness. 

Key after key after key.

The Overtone Blue Night empowers abundance through commanding dreams to give light to intuition.   We are guided by illusion and play. 

I guess I have more to do.  I’m going to like this…

Kisses and love,
Victoria Crystal… living Simple Sexy
www.victoriacrystal.com