Bah.

So much was accomplished yesterday.  Step.  Step.  Step.
I am excited like home, Christmas, and a new pony all rolled into one!  I wake every morning believing in Santa Claus and the Tooth Fairy ( I keep checking under my pillow :~)
It feels so good to follow your purpose and face fears.   Right now I almost feel like sky diving… but perhaps I should save that for another adventure.  Too much to do right before me.  The fun part is how much I want to do.  Watch out world.  This girl is on a roll!
Today is the Electric Red Dragon… Rarrrrh!  The dragon is about nurturing being… our birth.  We are guided by the serpent’s life force of survival instincts. 
Ciao loves,
Victoria Crystal… living Simple Sexy
www.victoriacrystal.com

Fire in your belly

Passion finds me up again at odd times.  I woke at 3:00, tossing and turning  for hours before finally succumbing to the siren’s call of seductive endings.  The end that is the beginning.

I am overwhelmed with the idea of all that I want to accomplish… and accomplish so perfectly.  The perfectionist in me must DIE!  I recognize that it serves and how it serves.  But in the areas it does not, I must once again revisit. 

I admit… I am proud of all I have accomplished… and so quickly.  Taking one small idea and turning it into a grand passion that, for the first time in my life, will find me honoring all of my gifts…  this is incredible.  I have faced doubt and fear and pushed so far beyond that I hardly recognize where that old boundary ended.  I Am a new Being.

I smile… contemplating Patience, my silly foe. 

Lists…  To Do Lists.

So today the energies of the earth point us to the Lunar Yellow Sun.  Lunar is the tone of polarity, seeking stability through challenge.  The Sun is seal of universal fire, seeking enlightenment in life.  Yellow is the South ripening, gaining power from fruits of harvest

The Sun is always Yellow, what changes is its tone.  So the Yellow Sun is the full development of conviction…  this is very interesting.  I had not planned on diving so deeply into the meaning today, but yet I was led and here I am.  Searching for the meaning of universal fire, I came up with an ancient belief of fire in the stomach that digests food is a connection to our soul, because a dead body does not digest food.  Then the thought of burnt offerings and sacrifices came.  There is also the colloquialism “fire in your belly” meaning energy of commitment… but why would one do or feel this?  Conviction. 

It all comes together… the pieces of the puzzle laid out like Hansel and Gretel’s crumbs to find scattered about the deep forest. 

It comes back to the education of Self Awareness.  Connecting to our innate abilities so we have purpose in the decisions we make…. to gain the power of enlightenment and receive life.  Today we are guided by the development of free will using the power of influence to receive wisdom. 

It is time.

Victoria Crystal… living SimpleSexy

www.victoriacrystal.com

the Catalyst

Today the Magnetic Blue Storm is guided by itself to release the unexpected by allowing our unconscious mind to take action.  Go with the flow and become aware of what the periphery of your mind speaks.
I am finally getting closer to website completion and finally launching. I am excited for this quest… for it is one I was meant to take a long time ago.  Yet with experience has come wisdom and now the mark left behind with be more profound. 
Off to work I go.
Victoria Crystal … living Simple Sexy
www.victoriacrystal.com

the place of Being

Today is the Galactic Red Skywalker, pulling us to the heavens showing ways to explore space through knowledge.  We are guided by the earth to evolve through synchronicity.

I spoke with the earth today… my son.  He is going to write a poem for the website.  I am so truly honored.  I feel today as if the sky is open to believe in… everything.  

I feel tired.  Like I could dream the day away and wake up in the future.  What is the future if it doesn’t begin today?

I am so thankful to everyone for the world we live in today… the music, the lights, the colorful pictures and beautiful buildings.  Each person who creates their own palace here on earth to live in and love.  We are all of us right.  We are all of us wrong.  As soon as we accept this we can get to the place of Being.

Victoria Crystal, living the SimpleSexy life.

Garden sweat…

Today’s Resonant Yellow Human leads us to follow the path of free will that will inspire with powerful influence to become one with beautiful wisdom.  

We are guided by targeting our growing awareness and we have a friend in the knowledge that our accomplishment will bring healing.   Overcome  silence.  Breathe.  Feel the spirit within.  It is also a GAP day...

So I suppose that is the perfect lead in to a monologue in which perhaps some day someone will come across these words and gain insight. 

Fear.  Following our heart. 

There are, for me, two extremes:  Fear and Enlightenment.  David Hawkins points to Shame as the lowest, but since that is not a place I have spent much time, I cannot speak to it as easily as I can to my old friend Fear.  So it is here that I begin.

I will say this as I have said over and over and as I share throughout the gazette.  Our emotions serve.  They are a beacon pointing a way or bringing awareness.  It is what we do with these emotions that define us.

In the age of technology, we have become spoiled with instant.  Smaller faster better… I know this serves us.  It is preparing our conscious with what our subconscious is already aware.    It is this Awareness Phenomenon that will bring about great change… all that is so called impossible today.  But the changes will not occur through technology.  They will occur because of technology.  The human mind will become aware of its abilities.

I felt this shift occurring many many years ago, but it became a calling when I started writing the book… the one I will finish someday.  The book is on hold because it needs to be.  My intuition and life circumstances have lead me to new ground, one that I dare not deny again to be condemned for five more years in the belly of the whale, akin to the hell of limbo.

Everything feels as though I have already been here before.  Done this before.  Written these very words, shared these very thoughts.  This moment is my past… and yet I sit here.  Creating it. 
People… when you heart is called and your intuition guides you, your life circumstances will change.  Do not act on fear.  Let the fear show you the way to courage… and then act.  I cannot tell you how many doors have closed in just the last few months.  Had I reacted with fear I would not have seen the more brilliant light to follow… the light which has shown me how the pieces fall into place. 

But it isn’t solved with a few pieces.  I admit I still struggle with patience.  Several years ago, for no apparent reason, I began to garden.  To grow vegetables, melons, and fruits from a seed. 
It is those memories… spring after spring… summer after summer, working in mud between my toes.  Sweating.  Tiring from the sun.  Waking early to water.  Coming back in late afternoon.  There was nothing more beautiful than when all the work had been done, to walk into the garden and pluck tomatoes, lettuce, swiss chard, turnips, beets, cucumber, squash, peas, green beans, cantaloupe…  They were the fruits of my labor, and I loved them more than anything I could have picked up at the grocery store.

Seeds take time.  They require effort.  They flourish in love.  And the next year… you may just have volunteers…

I love this life!
Victoria Crystal
living SimpleSexy
www.victoriacrystal.com

Water?

Today is galactic activation portal in which the  universal water of the Self-Existing Red Moon seeks to be defined.  We are guided by our survival instincts to form this knowledge and go with the flow. 

Water is sometimes called the universal solvent because it dissolves a variety of substances, including all those necessary for life.  It made me think of our bodies, made mostly of water…. constantly dissolving.  To be reborn or die?  That is your decision.  I’ve made mine.

Victoria Crystal
living SimpleSexy
www.victoriacrystal.com

Painting Me

Today we are pulled by the south star to activate our elegance.  Free will guides us again… interesting.  Overcome images of self by finding power in the skies and a friend in playful illusion.  It is the Electric Yellow Star.

Yesterday I accomplished so much.  So grateful.  Today will be just as beautiful.  Have you seen the changes to the website?  Still not quite done.  But getting more inspired as I dive into the deepest waters I could possibly imagine and paint my world.

Victoria Crystal
living SimpleSexy
www.victoriacrystal.com